Conquering Crack Cocaine

Good Saturday morning, June 12, 2004, this is Todd,

Hope the crack monster is staying away from you this morning. The 2 hardest things I can think of to stop crack is: 1) Listen to an internet radio show. 2) Type words to a group. I mean why would a radio show help and hey I need help RIGHT now and do not have the patience to TYPE words...I need help NOW!! Both of these seem so difficult why bother! The sad part is: Crack-cocaine does not care how IT gets you so lets plant that seed of despair and get them!! When we determine that "something" will not work, this opens the door for the enemy to slip in the lies. An internet radio show WILL NOT stop the madness of smoking crack-cocaine...BUT...listening to words of powerful healing truths WILL keep it away at least for awhile and with that "awhile" we hang onto that and apply it the next time and listen again and apply that and listen again and apply that and listen again and apply that and listen and apply that...do you get it? There is not a "magical" button or word or phrase or meeting or step or belief that WILL STOP CRACK! Combined and with all of us joined together and going forward with the true belief that crackcocaine IS THE "DEVILS CANDY".......WILL STOP THE MADNESS....WILL STOP THE MADNESS...WILL STOP THE MADNESS...DO YOU GET THIS?...WAKE UP AND QUIT TRYING NOTHING OR "JUST" MEETINGS... not that there is anything wrong with "just" that....but...if that is working so good why have we ALL not stopped smoking crack?...and why have the urges NOT gone away?...In meetings I have NEVER heard anyone say anything about stopping the urges...NOTHING...and we DO KNOW if we can deal with the overwhelming urges to smoke crack...we ALL can be free forever!! Oh and by the way I am free...I just write as if I am there with you so you all know I am truly sincere in my quest to help you stop smoking crack! ....THAT IS ALL I CARE ABOUT...PERIOD!! So if I offend or piss off or encourage or give hope...all is included in my desire to kill crack cocaine. I HATED BEING CALLED A CRACKHEAD... poor poor me oh well that is what I WAS!!...now I am an EXCRACKHEAD and so can you be!!!! What are you going to do today to fight crack?...do you have a plan?...do you want to stop smoking crack?...Do you want life and crack too?...or do you want life without crack?...how willing are you to go to all measures to NOT smoke today!...if you do not have a PLAN to attack crack WHEN (not if) the urges come...you will use...not today maybe but will use without a solid plan to attack crack when those urges arrive! GET A PLAN!!!! A meeting, several meetings, safe people, safe places, words of truth, write, read, go to a movie, go to a church group outing, go to a church to be safe, hug your kids and ask them for support, hug your loved one and ASK them for help...ya know we crack-heads do NOT ask for help or anything except "are ya straight"...and can I borrow just $5 bucks!?...RIGHT?! Get angry and really pissed off at crack cocaine...IT IS OK TO GET REALLY F'ING PISSED AT CRACK...of course the lie will tell you "hey stuff like that doesn't work"...TRY ALL THINGS...NEVER leave anything un-tried...you never know what the next "thing" will do...IT MIGHT JUST SET YOU FREE FOREVER...for me it went away..no fanfair or "sobriety" birthday...I personally do not care when that "day" was...celebrate my sober birthday?...BUNK...this is part of the set up to use again...hey keep trying to get that "birthday" date...so I can celebrate and hang onto that past crap...how about being free forever and having complete freedom and NOT having to remember that day and then celebrate as if to hang onto that??...no be free forever and NOT have to be anything but free...period!!! Crack-cocaine CAN be CONQUERED forever without having to "ARREST" or remember that "last" high and all that crap...for me I do not want to remember that "last" high...why? to remind me?...do any of you REALLY need to be reminded of crack highs?...REALLY?...I am affraid if that is the place you are in...your journey could be long to the road to complete freedom...release all that baggage and seek true freedom from crack and believe and realize "SMOKING CRACK-COCAINE IS NOT WHAT GOD WANTS US TO DO"...that right there is enough to hold for awhile...otherwise go back to the thoughts that without meetings or "sober birthdays" or it cannot be that simple as to the "devils candy"....WRONG IT IS THAT SIMPLE and the quicker you realize this and start your journey with this COMPLETELY believed and acted on..then your freedom will be within sight...GET A PLAN FOR TODAY...Todd

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