Orbs of Light

"Kuan Yin is showing me visually how I'm (we all are) part of a round ball of light that people call God," illuminates Lena. "There are those who would rather God was thought of as a person, a man with a white beard," elaborates Kuan Yin. "However, for purposes of this manuscript, I will continue with this ball of light analogy of the God force. Those who object to my use of the word "God" or "God force" will just have to deal with it for now." "I'm seeing not pie-shaped but straight slivers coming from this central ball of light," depicts Lena. "These straight slivers of light become a person who plays out adventures from his or her beliefs. When you put all the slivers together they form God. It is as if one takes a small chip of gold from a cave made of gold. The cave and chip of gold are separate. Yet, they are the same. How can this be?" Answering her own question, Lena says, "Because they are both comprised of the same chemical elements. Why do we even go through such a complex process? Is it all just a beautiful game?" Lena quizzes Kuan Yin. "The God force likes intense pleasure," expounds Kuan Yin. "However, the God force experiences itself more clearly when it can separates itself out, obtain a different point of view. Because of this separation, the personification of the "Always Self", there exists the possibility for pain...A lot of spirit energies are "coming in" all the time. Soul evolution is linear for some, non-linear for others. Some jump around experiencing a variety of lifetimes. It's a way for the soul to develop compassion," informs Kuan Yin.

States Lena: "Now I'm starting to remember what happened: Other beings are telling me that I was a different kind of a being, involved in helping people from a distance. Back then, I felt trapped in a body. But I see now how I wanted to do this, to separate from the group. I'd spent too much time there, with them. "'You were very courageous,' I hear them, the beings, say to me. Wow. I'm seeing myself comment: 'Look at how they, the earth energies, suffer; how they die. Emerging from even the most tragic death, their energy still keeps on going. What is it like to die? To feel pain?' "I guess I believed I wouldn't be real unless I experienced being human. Furthermore, I couldn't seem to stand my own curiosity. "'You were very brave,' I hear the beings, who I had been with, say. 'Don't get sucked-in! Don't fall off that cliff, that suffering state of mind,' they had warned me. They didn't want me to get caught up in the suffering of others," remarks Lena after pausing for a moment: "'Why did you want to go? We didn't want you to go,' they're saying. 'If you decide to leave and experience earth you'll know more than us!' "I was a part of that family and I wandered off. They are telling me, now, that there really are demigods waiting in line to be born, to manifest as humans. In this way, they can evolve faster. It is so, then, that everyone comes to earth to further evolve." "This time I took you through the "back door", the place where "energies" (I don't refer to energies in a hierarchical fashion--as "higher" or "lower"), come into human form." continues Kuan Yin. "They evolve from a different angle: down to up, with not much of a past. Others have more experience. The confusion on earth is created by differing energies. Any clash between energies is a result of a "better than" mindset. Sometimes the children are even dragged into this mindset and then there are awful consequences. What people need to remember is they are eternal beings and that they never die. However, don't let these events distract you from reality. Reality is always truth, knowledge and bliss. Remember how when you lived in the Ashram, you've heard this before?

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"Some energies are not as potent. The only way to develop a potent energy is to spend an existence on the earth. There, one can develop a compassionate nature so that when passing onto other dimensions, one can be of help. When one leaves one's "earth body" one will need to fully understand compassion to be helpful, effective. On earth, you are encapsulated in flesh. No soul is forced into an assignment upon the earth. Instead they go to their "rightful space". When you leave here you have a lot more power. It won't be ego-based power. Rather it will be beyond ego, beyond "good" and "evil". In fact, "evil" is just a label as everything is intermixed. The pendulum just appears to swing back and forth." "Consciousness does evolve. Kuan Yin is assuring me of that," relays Lena. "Now, I see newer energies, smaller orbs of consciousness. Kuan Yin is telling me they are like cells starting out. It is not good to be too psychically open in a sometimes-difficult world. If someone is too open, they are vulnerable to mental, physical illness and can possibly destroy themselves. Sometimes you need to comprehend with your senses-to develop the words to understand." Admitting she can no longer restrain herself, Lena tells me she is compelled to ask Kuan Yin the following question: "But there are so many people being killed. Why?" "They've only experienced one part of their entire existence: the suffering. It is not the end of their existence. They will continue on. The only reason for suffering is not being connected, believing one is estranged from the universe. This is a very young planet, the life forms are young," assures Kuan Yin.

"It's very difficult to keep certain beings on this planet. For those who've come from higher planes and had access to other, more heightened senses, experiences here can make the earth feel like a prison."

"Kuan Yin wants to find people like me and you, Hope who went downward in their karmic cycle, who are "lower" than they were before," explains Lena. "Pious doesn't mean one has completed their karma," stresses Kuan Yin. "Not until one has experienced the "darkness", which is really ignorance is one spiritually complete. Ignorance usually means those individuals who are convinced of something that is not necessarily so. It is also an investment in a certain, limiting identity. One can be pious and good however not necessarily a warrior. Some of those remaining in the "loftier" realms are fearful of being with other's pain. It is too scary for them."

"Kuan Yin wants to help the good and pious warriors. She says sometimes the words, "good" and "pious" can mean "afraid of pain": that those energies staying away from the real challenges are more afraid of pain then of loving God." concludes Lena. "The illusion of earth can be a distraction. Maya is amazingly seductive. It can make one think it is bigger than the cosmos, and dissolve everything you've spiritually worked for. All are equal in value. However, some don't always express themselves constructively. Sometimes they even bring other's down with their words. No one's more special than anyone else." stresses Kuan Yin.

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